Saturday, January 29, 2005
haha acc feeling tired now..
but having qt a lotta fun chatting online..
always like that ley.
chat too late on friday,
end up sat cannot wake up early to run.
craps.
haha.
and i dunno how to change my tagboard size!
i tried modifying the template like, at least 5 times..
nothing's working!!!!!!!!!
grrs.
ohno..
starting to feel kinda hungry ehs...
anyway, my legs are aching!!!!
sighs. hha.
while i was running up the slope on the 3rd round yesterday
i recalled a verse..
Psalm 121
I lift up my eyes to the hills-
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot slip-
He who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, He who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
The Lord watches over you-
the Lord is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
The Lord will keep you from all harm-
He will watch over you life;
the Lord will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
actually i was only impressed with the first paragraph,
but when i flipped to the bible and read on, the rest were very real
and spoke to me too.
the Lord is watching over me, over my life.
He never sleeps.. for He is always protecting me.
how comforting that thought is.
even my parents need to sleep, but He doesn't.
He doesn't sleep to ensure He's always keeping an eye out for me,
watching me to make sure I'm safe and sound.
truly, He's my Daddy. :)
dun rely on worldly strength, but on God!
He who is in me is greater than the pressures in the world.
with His help, i can overcome my difficulties.
i am not alone!
blessed am i, this child of God.
*grins*
-blessed
12:26 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
i'm blogging in school!
to be specific, it is Gp lesson now..
supposed to search on GREAT THINKERS.
but its kinda boring leys.
so i decided to blog abit.
haha.
ran 3 rounds today!
round chinese high, up and down the slope..
so tired man.
but i did it!
by God's grace again. :)
i walked abit when i was gonna reach out school..
coz i was dying!
but i started running coz i didn't like walking much.
haha.
how odd i am.
but that's good la i guess.
k i gtg byes!!!!!!!! come back later if it's still boring..
hahahhaha.
i am mad.
-blessed
2:35 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005
hmm.. then we played pool! for a little while then i had to leave. went to expo for robinsons' sale.. OK la. nothing much. haha. yays.. i really like choir alot. im so glad to be in choir! i really thank God for this voice of mine. it may not be fantastic, but it'll do. actually, it'll more than do! :) my voice is being used to glorify God! coz like, everytime someone says my voice is nice, or clear or anything else, its all due to God coz He blessed me with the talent to sing. and play piano. even though my classical pieces aren't good, i play for Him. so like i drew in children's church.. my hands are made by Him and for Him. :) it's just amazing la. when u start to think about it.. things u never thought you would do.. but God knew, coz He planned everything from the start. i mean, i never knew i wanted to join choir when i was in pri sch.. i was in science club and chinese club!!!!!! hahhaa. :) i really wonder what's gonna happen this year. things are getting really busy... sometimes i wonder if i can handle things that are coming my way. it'll be so easy to just drop certain commitments.. i really don't know. coz sometimes the stress really gets to you... but at least i know i have God to run to.. hide me now under Your wings cover me within Your mighty Hand when the oceans rise and thunder roar i will soar with You above the storm Father You are King above the flood i will be still, know You are God find rest my soul in Christ alone know His power in quietness and trust
and i shall write in large font!
coz i found the rest abit small.
haha.
anyways...
today went to do cip with the choir ppl!
16 of us. lemme see.
tong cyn lip charm weisheng ant wenjia wang kane et kayi xiaoye xian karl n...
ohhh. i spent such a long time thinking of the last person then i realised its lip's classmate: hui qiang! yeah.
it was fun i guess.
realised my dialect is really really truly LOUSY. barely managed to communicate with the elderly folks!
but one thing struck me, was that the elderly are independent.. and i guess they have their pride. they aren't totally useless, even if they are old.
they can do things on their own. :)
anyway, thank God for getting me to redhill mrt on time!
He always comes true for me. seriously.
i thought i was gonna be so late, then turns out i was ON TIME!
which was what i asked God for, to be on time.
His grace amazes me. :)
anw my junior class invited me to blog! happy.
did i mention i'm super proud of them? coz they're a super united class.
yay.
-blessed
10:27 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
us at morning prac pia-ing song! haha. :) choir rocks. 
-blessed
3:36 PM
-blessed
3:35 PM
its time to make a sound
its time to let it all out
in my heart is a rising song
a song of victory
of all You've done for me
what can i say
You blow me away
throwing off the restraint
i'll praise You recklessly
coz i want the world to see
i want the world to see Your glory
fill me up so much
that You burst out of me
coz i want the world to see
i want the world to see Your glory
-blessed
12:58 AM
today was.. ok i guess. my stomach never failed to remind me of mealtimes!
and e gals' legs were dying coz of running yesterday...
zhiyi n seekie! haha. glad to say although my thighs ARE aching they ain't THAT bad la... i can walk down stairs and skip deedle doo without much difficulty.
haha.
and...
CHOIR NEEDS GUYS!
badly.
we need GOOD guys.
and we need to PULL guys.
i wonder how am i gonna do that.
convince my juniors we need guys?
convince them to go for auditions?
wow...
i really need God's help for this.
anyway,
today i led worship for SV!
and like, quite a lot of J1s came..
amazing. im quite sure some of them were touched.
but i dunno about all.
but i was really touched by 'magnificent'.
just thank God for His presence there..
for helping me with the words to speak..
the voice to sing..
for providing a wonderful guitarist! :)
and for bringing the people...
God is great. truly.
-blessed
12:47 AM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
think tmr my legs gonna ache.
well coz.. today i ran 2 rounds around hc and tchs! which is actually hci.
eews.
yeahh.. i really thank God coz its only through Him and by His strength that i managed to run the 2 rounds. coz i haven't run for like, months.
and i nearly wanted to give up after the 1st round and start walking.
but something made me go on.
and by willpower, self-encouragement and God's strength,
i made it to the end of 2 rounds! thank God.
tmr...i'm worship leading for SV
abit the.. nervous? excited?
yeahh.. i've never worship led before!
i really really hope they will sing.
ok, dun hope! my trust is in Jesus.
i trust that He will somehow minister to those coming
in the short 10-15 min we have.
only have a guitarist!
who is really nice. :)
i can't say how glad i am
to see other youths other than church ppl
on fire for God
praying.. worshipping.. hungering for His word..
and so close to Him!
i'm really impressed.
and thank God for providing such people in my school..
busy printing the songs for tmr.
3 songs! i really pray for God to lead me..
know what to say..
coordination btwn me n milton
(that's the guitarist anyway, cool name huh?)
haha.
for His presence to be there with us even as we take out time in the morning to praise His name.
anyway, this is one of the songs we're singing tmr..
it's really impressed me.
MAGNIFICENT
Magnificent
Who compares to you
Who set the stars in their place
You who calm the raging seas
That came crashing over me
Who compares to You
You who bring the morning light
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in you great love
[chorus]
You are magnificent eternally
Wonderful glorious
Jesus
No one ever will compare
To You Jesus
When the evening fades
You call forth songs of joy
As the morning wakes
We Your children give You praise
[chorus]
-blessed
10:17 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
next time i shan't type stuff in word before pasting it here.
all the apostrophes and smiley faces came out as rubbish!
good thing no one can read my blog.
speaking of which, mebbe it's time i gave out the add.
but i really dunno ley.
what if i say too private stuff?
sigheths.
whatever.
ok lemme see huh.
if somebody asks me once again without me mentioning first, it's a sign i should give, ok? yup.
so that's it.
haha anw i watched 'mr deeds' starring adam sandler today on dvd.
very funny!
i love comdedies.
dun understand y ppl pay money to scare themselves silly with horror stuff.
well anyway, so in the movie he wrote a poem for this girl he liked,
and it goes like this:
hard to breathe
feels like floating
so full of love
my heart's exploding
mouth is dry
hands are shaking
my heart is yours for the taking
acting weird
not myself
dancing around
like the keebler elf
finally time
for this poor schlub
to know how it feels
to fall in lub
aww.. so sweet right??
but the country guy he acts as has totally cool phrases,
like, the ride was wicked exciting, dude!
haha.
and i dunno what's a keebler elf or a schlub.
dun ask me.
hahhaa.
-blessed
9:09 PM
i am a prayer warrior.
and i won't forget that.
Thank God for helping me through my teaching today..
think/hope i did ok la.
haha.
And jon ng jr is like, practically as dark as me now!
One week (?) at OBS really does do wonders for tanning huh.
To think he was like, so far..
Ponders..
Haha. And Lydia got a ϋber cool haircut!
Btw, did I mention that today the youth place was like, overflowing with people?
For the first time I think we kinda had not enough space!
I was so amazed.
Timo had to go get more chairs!
But praise God all the same.
It shows that the harvest is coming!
And I believe with grandaunt that the youth will rise up.
Hold fast to the promise that revival in Salem will begin from the youth.
Even in the little things, I can kinda see signs of it.
People slowly/quickly (?) rising up.
I was thinking about this year, how that this year I’m rising up.
Coz it seems apparent that this year is the year I’m gonna rise up in youth and stuff.
Like getting involved with SV in school.. something I didn’t do before.
Sometimes I look at all the commitments I have and I start to get a bit worried..
Like, having servers every Saturday.. wow..
But then you think, the joy of the Lord is my strength!
His timing is perfect.
And I believe He has planned everything according to His perfect will.
And I can always run to Him for comfort.. shelter, protection etc.
Someone did tell me this yr is gonna be a trying year..
I’m gonna be undergoing some trials..
So I guess I just gotta draw closer to God yeah?
Depend on Him more..
I really need to depend on Him more.
Talk to Him more and read the Word more.
I need to KNOW Him more.
And I think I’m finally getting back into the study mode!
Quite happy about it,
Haha. Muggers galore!
Yippee. Right.
By the way, did I mention I’m a prayer warrior!
Yup. Gotta keep that in mind.
My dominant gift is intercession, yes.
I can sense it more nowadays.
Really cry for the people.
But not easy. But develop this gift God has given me.
But He is gracious, have been giving me opportunities to grow.
Eg children’s church has been praying every week..
Plus now I’m in SV, prayer meetings on tues and thurs, anyone?
I will jiayous. But not by my might, not by my power, but by His Spirit.
I’m really amazed at how God has used me over the years.. slowly developing me even though I consistently disappoint Him.. He is undoubtedly my Daddy. He loves me so much He sacrificed His Son for me. I am worth Jesus. Wow. It’s really amazing.
And when I look at the youth rising up.. my friends responding to God..
I am touched. I really am.
Like today during youth service. Seeing people take the first step to acknowledging they need God and going out front.. I am heartened.
Anyway, a song.
The eyes of the Father
Run to and fro
He’s searching the earth
He’s looking for those
Who make intercession
On behalf of the nation
Those who will rise up and pray
We’ll stand in the gap
On behalf of our land
We’ll stand in the gap
On behalf of our land
Down on our knees
We’ll take a stand
We will intercede for our land
We’ll pray for the needs of our land
That’s one of the verses plus the chorus of ‘stand in the gap’.
I dunno the other verse.
But I want to take this as my song, my cry.
My stand.
It’s a song about people wanting to pray, intercede.
And that is what I want to do.
That is what God has purposed for me.
Pray, pray, pray.
-blessed
8:50 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
yeah.
unhappy mood today.
choir was well... not very good..
sops.. i have no idea y we r all, including me, screeching like that.
actually sometimes i dun screech.
like today i opened quite nicely.
but not as nice as i would have wanted.
or as nice as expected of a sop.
i just dun get it.
it's a G.
which should be the prefect place for the sop to ring!
it's ONLY a G, darn it!
sighs. i dunno dunno dunno.
but i guess i must be strongly mentally, like what et says.
dun back off so easily!
well yeah...
anyway, we met our juniors!
cool.
i can't believe im J2 already.
like, huh?? *blink*
14 guys n 12 gals! a first!
haha
qt cool la.
anyway, wanna thank God for helping me thru the maths test
i can't believe i passed!
barely.
26 out of 50.
but i passed man!
i was expecting single digit.
but well, God works miracles man.
i'm proof of that.
:)
-blessed
8:52 PM
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